Uneffective showcase of emotions

As you can see, I have yet to master the art of expressing my emotions through text.
Generally speaking, I have little experience in controlling my emotions in real life as well.
My verbal and non-verbal language are usually seen as "cold" and people tend to keep at a 
safe distance from me because of that.

It is also likely that I seem to consider myself as "superior" to others because of my
academic successes and the fact that I don't like to talk to other people.

Well, that is incorrect.

I actually think of myself as inferior, because I don't have as many friends as others seem
to have, and I couldn't care less about my straight As, or my drawing skills, or how well
I play the piano. I can't see what I'm good at. I can't see how good I am at things 
because, no matter what, there will always be someone better.

Hey, I know I look like I'm some pretentious snub, but I'm not. Well, yes, I am: I'm
the most, worst pretentious snub of all time, but I don't do it on purpose. Can't people notice that
I'm changing? Can't they notice that I want to be with others?






The Scusa-chan42 DeviantArt account thanks you for your patience.